The day started out good had plans to get a break and get away for the day with no kids. But of course the ex had to ruin it because he is an jerk and only thinks of him self. He would not take Spencer and then wonders why there is something wrong with him. I never in my dreams thought he would treat this little boy this way. And he says i'm the bad mother.
Sometimes I think I need to just pack up and move away from here.Would it be better I don't know. I don't know what the right answer is anymore. I try and I try to do what everyone wants, what is suppose to be right, what is the least thing that hurts others, but i'm the one with the tears. I am tired of being nice i'm tired of being hurt. I have some good friends that help me and look after me but I still cant get over the pain and the hurt that others have caused to let the good friends in.
I need the pain and hurt to go away.
April
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